My poems
And something has changed since then, look
And something has changed since then, look I no longer cry like a child Although it still hurts a little inside And the nerve cells did not recover And I'm still not running to buy cigaret...
If only I could cross out the memories.
If only I could cross out the memories. If only memory could be tamed. If it were possible night torment turn into stone. Carry it around the corner of the house, Hide near the basement ...
...We often make mistakes...
... We often make mistakes ... We don't even think about how often ... Many people say "Well, we are people, we tend to do this." Naturally. Why is this happening, why in order to understand ...
I'll be back home sometime at night
I'll be back home sometime at night I won't run in and I won't shout "hello" Not because it's too late You just aren't there Silently I will enter, I will scatter sneakers I'll throw ...
I think there is nothing worse than becoming a habit or a convenient option.
I think there is nothing worse than becoming a habit or a convenient option. Outwardly, everything is as it should be. Nobody will notice. But inside... It feels like I swallowed a big piece a...
She has always been overly strict.
She has always been overly strict. To friends, neighbors, family. But most of all for yourself. Unnecessarily. With a rush. Every word, look or gesture was insanely measured and taut. Only one...
And shuddered, as if someone called out
And shuddered, as if someone called out And the heart froze in anticipation I heard... The night will quietly cover and will keep until the morning ...
I don't want to be a painting
I don't want to be a painting Covering a hole in the wall Or a doll in a cold window or a fly that drowns in wine or time period in the beds of other people's apartments maybe it's all p...
Outside the windows, the rain told me its sadness
Outside the windows, the rain told me its sadness In the autumn sometimes he is forever lonely I listened in silence. Then she invited me for tea. and put to sleep... And cherished the drea...
The fire burned out.
The fire burned out. And the young, still quite uncertain dawn, covered the remnants of the magical night. Everything passes, but there is a memory, and it will always return to where you were...
Wakes up and frantically searches for the phone
Wakes up and frantically searches for the phone and dial SMS ... and suddenly remembers that there is no one else to write to. And she gets used to it ... And it doesn’t matter if she or he ....
Eyelashes fluttered. In the air
Eyelashes fluttered. In the air we stood without hope. I live in captivity we lacked the Sun to warm your dreams.. You were my bodyguard He took my arrows But they broke our wings ...
Among birches, aspens and pines
Among birches, aspens and pines You wander around all day long I vacuumed all my pain Yours - I was just too lazy ...
Wine flowed down the lips and below
Wine flowed down the lips and below You wanted to be closer to me, I see! And he emptied his glass. And the night is tired... But you did not become dearer to me ...
Sometimes you need to give yourself a whole day.
Sometimes you need to give yourself a whole day. Wake up in the morning, drink hot milk with croissants. Smile at someone in the mirror. Brew tea from juniper twigs in a thermos, collect a bac...
...And then we replace natural real wines
... And then we replace natural real wines, food, feelings with diluent dyes, substitutes ... We dilute, dilute ... And it seems that the taste is similar, and the sensations at first ... Yes,...
You looked into my eyes
You looked into my eyes You said "it's very beautiful But I want physical action. But the eyes are really beautiful)"...
...And light will appear in the windows
...And light will appear in the windows And the tea never gets cold In a house that doesn't exist from now on...
Washing the bones