..We often make mistakes…We don’t even think about how often…Many people say “Well, we’re human, we tend to do this.” Naturally.
Why is this happening, why in order to understand how lucky you were in life, you must definitely lose it?
Lose what was lucky. Probably those who do not deserve this luck lose? Maybe that’s why?
We are given “gifts of Fate”, and they observe how we will cope with this, whether we can appreciate it, save it, protect it, “not kill it”, be grateful …
Many don’t make it. Many. We are never enough. We demand, we demand, we complain. Everything is not right. Not what I wanted. Not this way…
Often, the understanding of the error comes at night. Into a cold bed, with hands gripping the covers, trying to suffocate him.
Or returning home to an empty apartment, running in to tell how the day went, or what an incredible thought came to your mind, an idea that you want to share, or just buy sweets and eat together) … And there is no one at home. And there is no one to listen. And the sweet is bitter … And to strive for something, to achieve success in life, to look for yourself – hands down.
And you will lift them yourself. Or you won’t. Now only you. We miss the important, thoughtlessly … We lose loved ones with a simple wave of eyelashes, we surround ourselves with people who forget about us as soon as we walk out the door, we fall asleep with those who sometimes do not remember our name. We give our warmth, create the illusion of comfort, play relationships. We are losing. More often.
Many do not have enough money, success, decent work, achievements, lack self-confidence, in the future … And we are sitting at the bottom …
Maybe because there is no longer someone nearby who could be held by the hand and feel the whole world in yourself? The one that made you want to live? It may never be. But you have you. YOU! It’s a shame you don’t understand…
We ourselves knock the ground out from under our feet, and then we cannot stand. And again we complain that we were unlucky …
We end up getting what we deserve. And no one is to blame that you are now sitting in an empty room and drinking iced tea for the second hour.
Or you write the tenth SMS to the tenth person, in the hope that at least someone will respond and spend the evening with you, or despite the morning, you already pass the fourth glass, smoke out the window, or just sit near an empty refrigerator and anger God that there is nothing to eat. ..
You can go to the kitchen and warm up some tea.
You can choose one person, and do not exchange, do not waste yourself on “passing”.
You can pull yourself together and stop drinking.
And get a job, find a way to fill the fridge…
And emptiness in the Soul …
And give yourself a second chance…
And let Heaven give you a second chance…
– “But we are people, just people, we tend to make mistakes” … we say to ourselves, finishing our cold tea …