Just one touch of the hand
hair… eyelashes… no, no, I… just remembered
what are you…
Sometimes it doesn’t seem to hurt anymore
but suddenly I thought – and again…
There is no way back! Not worth it!
I know… Well, of course I know…
And I believe it’s better
but … I’m tormented …
I have a nervous memory … I torment …
It happens.
And also, when the rain cries
like the first time
well… that… damn meeting…-
and I will cry with him
and shiver…and evening
again breaks my shoulders.
…Yes, yes…I’m on my way. I’ll finish my smoke
and I will take my cloak,
he is there, behind the closet … or not, behind the door
….Nevermind.
Everything is fine!.. Do you hear what I’m saying?
Everything is fine!
Well… maybe… a little scary…