Sometimes you need to give yourself a whole day. Wake up in the morning, drink hot milk with croissants. Smile at someone in the mirror. Brew tea from juniper twigs in a thermos, collect a backpack, do not forget about the camera. Although, how can you forget about it. He is always with you. He knows what friendship is …. And just climb into the middle of nowhere. Where only you and a red-yellow day. With its quirks, strange sounds and sudden silence. Watch and be silent. Breathe. You feelb… Try not to think, but is it really possible)… The unrealizable is also behind you, though every time it gets quieter and quieter. And then you just don’t notice it. Even if you don’t let go. Well, where do you let him go, he will disappear after all. Without you… Fallen leaves are floating on the water. So different, but talking about the same thing. Autumn. Fall time. Don’t fall down here…
The tea in the thermos is a little cold, but still fragrant and intoxicating. And it seems to be complete peace, but your eyes are looking out, everything will not calm down in any way … You are looking for someone. Among the yellowed leaves. Among sleepy trees and ruffled strange birds. Looking, trying to find. Someone… Maybe yourself?…
When you find a second cup in your backpack, you will think. Habit) It’s a good thing, but that’s just … Hide it back. You will brush off the sadness that has flown from your eyelashes, wrap yourself up in your favorite, soft purple scarf and simply dissolve in this sudden, excessively bizarre autumn. Well? Well, you don’t want to. Looks like he didn’t make it. Didn’t breathe in the summer. I didn’t get warm, I didn’t feel it, I didn’t understand … And then-Autumn … And I didn’t call, but she came. Well, she had to go somewhere. She, too, has not warmed up … She has not inhaled … And she is also looking. And she wants to believe that someone is waiting for her somewhere, that they remember her, that someone needs her. ..
Do you understand?…