… New orders. New laws. Forget the old, embrace the new. Not easy. Unpredictable. Feelings are varied: like “the first time in the first class,” like the first time at the dentist, the first time to be without money, the first time to get drunk, the morning after getting drunk, the first time to lose … – Interesting, scary, panic, disgusting, I don’t remember anything, it’s empty…
The old rules in the new game cause laughter and bewilderment. Laughter is good, that’s life, but you won’t survive. Sitting at someone else’s table, you use someone else’s cutlery. Even if you brought food… And you change, get used to it, “reflash” yourself. Not to die of hunger…